Taste For Pain

I was born with a taste for pain
That’s ok but it’s not ok
Not as if I lived in disgrace
I’m still looking for things to blame

I was born to commit mistakes
For that reason I’m bound to fail
Hard a thing to bear with my fate
I have eyes that I cannot raise

I was born too close to my grave
This seems nicer when I feel rage
I don’t fight but I’d rather escape
I just hide though I’m not afraid

I was born with a painful brain
Which I hate and would like to change
But my heart can make no complaint
So more tears from my eyes I taste

I was born with a taste for pain